There was an article in today's paper about chemical markers that might be early signs of risk for Alzheimer's, similar to the way that cholesterol is regarded as an early marker for risk of heart disease ... the latter now recently coming under question.
One of the Alzheimer's early markers was amyloid protein.
I am not a religious man, but Mary regarded herself as a "spiritual person" and anyone who knew her would agree that the way she gently, kindly and generously treated others (aside from those that pissed her off) should win her a place in Heaven if there is such a place.
While her departure far short of a normal lifespan is difficult and painful for me and us to accept, it may well have been a blessing to her and perhaps to all of us who loved her. I thought about her comment in her phone message to a friend where she said "I have lost all track of everything". That was not typical of Meticulous Mary, even in the rehab center. Her instructions and requests to me had been very specific and detailed until the last week or two.
Dr. B, her and our mince-no-words cardiologist, said it succinctly last fall: amyloidosis is a terrible, horrible disease.
Mary 'n I did the trip together all the way, with good cheer and smiles most of the time and love every nanosecond of the way. If there is anything I don't doubt it is that she knew until her last conscious awareness before fade to black how much I loved her. She told me so many times while in rehab. I may have been short on words but not in deeds and she regarded deeds more than words.
I did acupuncture again today. I don't know that it's helping but I don't see any downside other than paying for ineffective treatment and the cost is too minor to worry about. I had a nice nap in the recliner while listening to some kinda oriental music. I wouldn't have taken that nap in my recliner at home and I probably needed the nap so it was probably worth the price of admission even if the needles did me no good at all. Past that, daily contact with empathetic people is essential to my survival and recovery just now.
Gunsmoke tomorrow, yay! I'm really looking forward to tomorrow's gunsmoke social and luncheon.
Brian always wants a competition. I'm thinkin' maybe I should shoot a target for Mary with her favorite pistol as her surrogate in memory of her and the gentle presence she brought to that periodic gathering of friends. Maybe next time Laura could shoot her target, and so on.