Perhaps if I type it really S-L-O-W-L-Y this time, you will get it.
If you can't even grasp things as your/you're and their/there, and don't even know how to engage Spellcheck, you wouldn't be worth much more than an Indian who can at least follow directions.
Did you sleep through middle school and high school? Did you think the things taught there would be unimportant in life?
Probably so.
That is why you are whining uncontrollably, and don't have a clue as to why you're stuck in a job that pays slightly more than welfare. And think that everyone else has it better.
If you want a helping hand, look at the ends of your arms.
When you sober up, and can focus, that is.
Steve